I started fantasizing about what it would be like servicing a man, and found myself getting off looking at cocks, men sucking cock, etc. As time passed my attention started to pay more attention looking at not so much the women who were sucking cock, but at the cock.
When this happened to me, I like many turned to watching porn and getting off that way. I have found so many other men who are married, their wives have stopped having sex years ago and we're still wanting something.
